life has gotten better and better through these past few years. now, i never have to take a physics class again. indeed, better and better... the pattern continues. i thought about the last half hour of grad night and how that combination of people will never be together again. but i dont feel sentimentally attached to that group at all. yeah, i love my friends--duh-- but i will not miss high school at all. yeah i will miss friends--duh--but i will not miss walking through the halls at DHS. there may be times in the future when i am really distant from high school when i look back and think "those were the days, *sigh*" but then i really dont think so. maybe at the start of freshman year i'll be really lonely and stressed and wish i had the security of dhs, but dhs will--like all memories--lose potency with time. and, anyways, things are just starting to turn good. and bad. and whatever. but i know that every year ends. in four more years it will be another graduation. then some kind of life. and we'll all be dead before we know it. that is the temporary nature of everything. so farewell, hello; hello, farewell. So it goes.
i do know that looking back on people's senior portraits and sr. ball pics will probably make me so happy later though. sr. ball was a gigantic picasso painting created by god, just as i said it would be. wow. a picture really can be worth a thousand words. shit.
i got my wisdom teeth out. right now i look like frankenstein... square jaw and all. baskin robbins milkshake, i love you.